Tmrw is my last day of High school
I'm scared, scornful and happy all at the same time

Why is that so?

Becuase I've felt things I've never felt before

I felt true love and that's what sucks the most

I've always thought myself as a child, knowing that I'll be immune to all this.

I was very wrong

All in just a short period of time God, like he promised he would do ever since I came here, he had broken down my barriers and shown me true pain, and true love. He told me that this was growing up and he told me that "easy" was never part of it.

He told me not to wait for Gotog
He told me that I should not expect to much
He told me that he would never leave me
-and he was right, he never gave in to my complaints about my pain.

To you reader this journal is very random, but its a great outlet for all this emo stuff going inside me.

PS. I'll miss you JD I really will do

(btw JD is not from JIS but from at BPS) this person will remain anonymous forever.

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